הוא עדיין לא פנה אלי, עדיין לא הסביר על מה בכלל הוא כועס עלי. מה הקטע שלו.
וכן, רציתי לגרום לו להוציא אותי מהחיים שלו, אבל לא ככה. לא שיכעס עלי, לא שישנא אותי, או ירגיש משהו דומה.
אז כתבתי לו. כי גם אם זו פרידה (וככל הנראה זה מה שזה), את השם שלי אני אנקה. כי לא עשיתי שום דבר רע.
זו היא, הזקנה המכוערת, שעשתה לו פוזות וגרמה לזה לצאת מפורפורציות.
זה מה שכתבתי. עדיין לא ענה.
I'm not into dirty goodbyes and also don't like to leave someone's life without knowing what I've done to deserve this.
Some things really got outta proportions and I have to understand what did I do that was so wrong? I mean, you thought it was out of place, you told me that, I said I'm sorry and that it was really innocent and we agreed to talk later about the movie. What went wrong from there? I don't think I wrote anything hurtful, and after asking my friends if I've done something wrong, all told me that it's clearly a joke and they wouldn't have made a big deal outta it. So why did you?
Can you please explain to me the reason that you are so mad to me? Have I done anything in intention to hurt you? Ever? You know me for so long, that's what you think of me? This has gone much too far, and the fact that you ignored me and made me feel like I did something wrong hurts me. Cause I thought I am your friend and that you care for me. So howcome you through me away with no explanations and no reason? How did I turn into a bad person (over a silly facebook comment!) and you abandon me in a minute? What happened to "I will always be here for you"?
Please think about what I say. When I said this is childish I meant that getting so hurt and making scenes over something like this is childish. Not that you are childish.
If you want to lose me over this, fine. It's your choice and I will also understand how much I really mean to you these days. I just wanna know the truth, I wanna know why the hell you are mad at me, and for what. I think I deserve to know.
למרות הכוונות הממש לא טהורות שלי ולמרות שידעתי שמשהו כזה עתיד לקרות, אני עדיין מאמינה שמגיע לי הסבר. כי זה לחלוטין לא פרופורציונלי למה שכתבתי. לחלוטין.
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