I havn't visited here for a while now, been too busy.

In the past month I have slept less than 5 hours every night working on a project.

The less I sleep the more depressed I get, the more depressed I am the more time I spend submerged in thought, the more I think, the harder it is for me to fall asleep.

I was hoping to break this cycle during the last weekend but unfortunately, that didn't happen.

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The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advise. To change myself, I'd rather die, though they will not understand.

I won't make the greatest sacrifice, you can't predict where the outcome lies.

You'll never take me alive.

Disturbed - I'm Alive

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You don't want to listen to anyone.

You only do what's on your mind.

You don't care if someone gets hurt or angry, as long as you're happy.

Why can't you just try to please the people arround you?

You usualy apologize afterwards. You don't have to, I will always forgive you.

Instead of apologizing, just try not to do the things we both know you'll be apologizing for later.

I'm going to sleep.