Perceive

Rookie

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 04:47:00 +0200

Boot camp, week four. In places such as this it's easy to identify which ones are the scum of the earth and which are true men of honor. Am I the only one here who's proud to wear this uniform? I shine my shoes untill I see my own reflection. I stand up straight and hold my hands behind my back. I follow orders. I'm a soldier now.

Accident

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Sun, 12 Aug 2007 21:24:00 +0200

25/7/07 He probably woke up early in the morning like the rest of us. I didn't know him, I didn't know his name and I didn't know how he looked like. He got to work, just another day at the construction site... He died that very morning at 10:30. The man was dying 200 meters from me and I had no idea, half an hour later Iwas enjoying my lunch. After lunch they assembled all of us workers and told us what had happened. They were sending us home as a standard protocol so they can investigate the accident and I got to spend the rest of the day with my lovely girlfriend. One man's disaster is almost always another man's fortune.

School

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Mon, 23 Jul 2007 23:15:00 +0200

"Look around you, and all you see are people the world would be better off without." This is what highschool was likefor me.

Fragile

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:25:00 +0200

A bit more than a year ago (a long time to be carrying this burden), during a game of football, I made a life-long mistake.I jumped to catch the ball as it was flying towards me.Apparantly, during that jump, I shifted too much of my weight to my left leg and the strain proved to be too great and I heard a tearing sound from my left ankle followed by a bolt of pain. My ankle throbbed with pain as I landed and I limped aside. I felt my ankle with my hand and discovered a strange bulge which appeared to be the source of the pain. I pushed it backwards and the bulge fell into place.Later I found out that I stretched one of the ligaments that hold the Achiles tendon in place. From here it could go two ways: either it will heal by itself in a period of 6 weeks up to 6 months, depending on it's severity, or it will never heal naturally. The latter means that operation is nesessary to resolve the injury. As I already said, it has been more than a year and although the situation has impro

Miserable Happiness

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Sun, 24 Jun 2007 13:23:00 +0200

I havn't visited here for a while now, been too busy. In the past month I have slept less than 5 hours every night working on a project. The less I sleep the more depressed I get, the more depressed I am the more time I spend submerged in thought, the more I think, the harder it is for me to fall asleep. I was hoping to break this cycle during the last weekend but unfortunately, that didn't happen. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advise. To change myself, I'd rather die, though they will not understand. I won't make the greatest sacrifice, you can't predict where the outcome lies. You'll never take me alive. Disturbed - I'm Alive ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You don't want to listen to anyone. You only do what's on your mind. You don't care if someone gets hurt or angry, as long as you're happy

Tick

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Sun, 03 Jun 2007 15:53:00 +0200

It was once believed that all animals, having no soul, work like a simple clock.A dog for instance - you pet it's head and it wags it's tail. You pull it's tail and it barks. That theory has been of course proven to be wrong.People, however, soul or no soul,are like that sometimes. Buttons and levers.Push the right buttons and you get a certain response.Every person is the sum of his biology and his memory. The memory and brain structure define the personality. Sometimes it seems as though the person himself is not in control at all, led by his impulses.

SSDD

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Sun, 03 Jun 2007 02:13:00 +0200

Another day wasted, nothing accomplished, and I was all alone. I know something bad happened today, but I was kept in the dark. It's hard not to succumb to depression.

Rex

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Fri, 04 May 2007 00:28:00 +0200

I was the brooding night and you were dawn.Saving me, for I was forlorn, In your light I am reborn.Looking down into those eyes, I know,I�ll be lost and never found again.Kiss me once and I will surely melt and die,Kiss me twice and I will never leave your side . Dreams Come True Hammerfall - Dreams Come True

Friend

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 15:01:00 +0200

I walk into my room. He is sitting there, on one of the chairs, leaning back.The chair's front legs are in the air. He's unaware of the danger, so careless...I look outside, It's so peaceful. I see the tree branches sway in the wind.I see the sun shining between the leaves. I look at him again. I give the chair a little tug and watch him fall backwards.He waves his arms erratically, trying to grab hold of something to stop the fall.His head hits the closet behind him and then he hits the floor.He lies there, motionless. They won't blame me, he was my friend, it was an accident.He was my friend. Another unexploited opportunity... The moment has passed, nothing happened. Dedicated to E.S.

Talent

zelmanbros@gmail.com (Percipio) — Wed, 11 Apr 2007 01:22:00 +0200

Some people can play the guitar or the piano, some can dance, others can sing.Some people have other kinds of talents, less artistic. Studying is one example.Earlier today I suddenly found a way to describe mine. Today I recalled a vacation me and my family took about six years ago. My dad has just bought a new video camera and was excited to try it.On the trip, my dad would occasionaly take out the camera whenever something interesting took place and would shoot for a few minutes. A couple of days later, when we got back home, we all sat in front of the TV eager to see the result. After watching about ten minutes of the video we all started laughing because we noticed that every two minutes or so of the film my dad would say "wave your hands" and we do, every time. We didn't notice it back on the trip because at least an hour passed between every shooting but watching the video with those hours missing we saw the pattern repeating itself. That is my talent. I can see the p