what is the meaning of life, you ask?
i got it
shit
this is the meaning
***
my heart tears apart when i see him
who's good is better?
i want so badly to have a full life
which i cant have with him
on the other hand,
i want love, heat, protection...
i want him....
also i want him to have a full life....
which life is more important? better, maybe?
more significant in the universe or shit?
fuck...
i need freedom
which also.... i cant possibly have with him...
i want my life back...
i want my joy..
However, isnt he my joy?!
i know i love him
is this "love" enough?
can it overdo my suffering?can it win my need for this relationship back?
can it?!?!?!?!
i'll loose my mind before i will ever be able to determine that one
i fuckin loose it..........................................................
i wish you a better week than mine
xoxo
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