Bastard Child

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Thu, 10 Nov 2011 07:52:00 +0200

Just trying to prevent them from erasing the blog. After all, it's such an amusment tu laught about young foolish me :> Great day to me indeed!!! ♥

daaaaamn

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:00:00 +0200

well...israblog has been officially abandoned and im not at all differentanyway, im writing only cause i freaked out about my blog being deleted :\there is to much to write about anyway,so...i wont write at all, until all the important things will be insgnificant,and there will be only some specific,short topics.till then..love y'all

well well, look who's back

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 12:20:00 +0200

how are you doing everyone?!?!?? this is Pulka writing, right from her mom's room yeah... my comp suck's ass anyway what is new? what is hot? i got a job finally well... it's not an afficial one, not right yet,however i hope it will be in a week or so it's in this chine's place' SOHO the job is nice.the money... well, its money. it has to be nice and the people are not so bad also so i guess i should celebrate which i will hopefully on this upcoming friday free booze what more can a girl ask for? the summer vacation is passing by so damn fast, i hardly keep up at least im doing something i mean, sitting at home throughout the summercreeps the hell out of me so im desperately trying to avoid that i would let some photos in here. however my mom's laptop is kinda empty from any kind of civilization or social communication so 'long story short,i've got absolutely nothing to offer you guys as entertainment come on kill me now i know i would still....you know

happy

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:56:00 +0200

loneliness cant be seen on one's face it cant be majored by the people around one's bodyit can be majored by the people around one's souland so i feel poor....poor with attention? or poor with love?i really don't knowbut poor alright....there is a person i know, who's sad although she has all the reasons to smileso how am i suppose to be happy with no reason whats or ever to be?now i have something to wonder about...weee...i wish you all to have a really happy birthdayno metter when it is, i would like it to be happysmile people, just smilexoxofrom much more simple times

Puson4ik

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Wed, 13 May 2009 23:49:00 +0200

happy birthday my love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! words can not describe my love for youthey really cantso ill say it in the more easy way. . .i love youso muchi wish that every day of yours will become a heaveni wish you'll smile every second of the passing time, smile,lagth,and be absolutely happyfor god will give, and every person around you will realize just how good and...perfect, you are[i mean perfect in the good way of course]do not pay any attention to words of others,for you are yourselfand this is the only thing that really metersthis, and you health and wealth:)ignore every person who tries to bring you downyou always were and will be better than thati guess what im trying to say is...happy birthday sweaty!you wouldnt believe it... its like a tiny tiny bomb making her way throu your vainsso good***three days of exaction, now almost overeventually, a liked those days, very, very muchthe rush..oh the rush!i didnt ever think about the excitement of changing cloths quicklydoes it sound fun to you?im sure notyour like me..untill the second you get out therefun fun funis this how they call it?yeahD:***that math exam i wrote about?it went like a bull pooped me right in the eye[i mean bad]�however,somehow and believe mr i have no idea just exactly how]i got a 70which is goodREAL GOODmoreover, i'll do another one on mondayyou know, maybe i'll be able to squeeze some more points out of my poorly squeezed teacherwe'll see(:

nightmares

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Wed, 06 May 2009 01:56:00 +0200

what is the meaning of life, you ask? i got itshitthis is the meaning***�my heart tears apart when i see himwho's good is better?i want so badly to have a full lifewhich i cant have with himon the other hand,i want love, heat, protection...i want him....also i want�him to have a full life....which life is more important? better, maybe?more significant in the universe or shit?fuck...i need freedomwhich also.... i cant possibly have with him...i want my life back...i want my joy..However, isnt�he�my joy?!i know i love himis this "love" enough?can it overdo my suffering?can it win my need for this relationship back?can it?!?!?!?!i'll loose my mind before i will ever be able to determine that onei fuckin loose it..........................................................

poup from fear

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 07:22:00 +0200

this exam in math im having it todayand daaaaamn im afraidyou wouldnt believe how much....i hate all exams ...however i do not fear them....but this one... particularly this one....i guess i just cant stand maththats all***im going on a vacation�to eilat[the most 'abroad' i can get]i hope ill enjoy myself a little bitD:have a great independence day everyoneand dont you put your lever on my carpet!xoxo

new and improved

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 08:40:00 +0200

this is weird shit me, living in this place,so damn surreali hope i'll adjust quicklyso whats up with you guys?how's school?mine has problems...i mean...i dont even need going to gym anymore!i have my workout on my way to school and backfrom 20 to 30 minutes each walkdepemds on my mood and physical condition. . .i have a feeling my legs are gonna run away from me very,very soonso who stands in line to catch them when the're gone?no one?�you're saying ill need to follow them on my elbowes!?damn this is something i wanted to do all my life!this is the greatest joy!life couldnt get better.***anyway...soon im gonna disappear to Ailat�so it leaves me about a week and a half to get a little bit more shapedlets wish for the long roads to school to obey their purposei love big buts and i cannot lieoh yeahcan you?see ya'xoxo

somewhere over the rainbow

yulka69@walla.com (HAHA.You-Suck.HAHA) — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 00:56:00 +0200

- Somewhere over the rainbowWay up highAnd the dreams that you dreamed ofOnce in a lullabySomewhere over the rainbowBlue birds flyAnd the dreams that you dreamed ofDreams really do come true Someday I'll wish upon a starWake up where the clouds are far behind meWhere trouble melts like lemon sHigh above the chimney tops thats where you'll find meSomewhere over the rainbow bluebirds flyAnd the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I?Well I see trees of green andRed roses too,I'll watch them bloom for me and youAnd I think to myselfWhat a wonderful worldWell I see skies of blue and I see clouds of whiteAnd the brightness of dayI like the dark and I think to myselfWhat a wonderful worldThe colors of the rainbow so pretty in the skyAre also on the faces of people passing byI see friends shaking handsSaying, "How do you do?"They're really saying, I...I love youI hear babies cry and I watch them grow,They'll learn much moreThan we'll knowAnd I think to myselfWhat a w