Instincts are misleading

Hello little shit world. I would like some peace now; a cigarette break from all this. I do not know myself. All I feel is the tiredness of my dark hollow eyes. Do you have a lighter maybe? My break will be over soon. I hardly have time to blow out all the shit I've inhaled. Can I have a drink while I'm here? A clean shot of anything will do.

Kiss me, but make sure it's meaningless.