I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I'm so sick of speaking words
That no one understands
Is it clear enough that
You can't live you whole life all alone?
I can hear you when you whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming
My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday
So many nights I cried myself to sleep
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
your guard
No one's left to stop you now
I know I'm not lost
I am just alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up
I can't go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.
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