So theres this song one day of asaf avidan .. Its a huge song but you when i looked at the lyrics i figured that i don't wanna think about all the things i could have done and the stories i could have told .. I wanna do everything and be everything and learn every thing
I want to get crazy sometimes
i wanna get lost i wanna laugh and cry and scream and shout and tell somebody i love him and mean it
I want that someone will tell me he loves me and mean it ...
I want to feel desireble and sexy and strong ...
I want to be in every fucking beautiful place in this world ..
I want to stop using the word fuck
I want to fall madly in love with a stranger that smiled at me in a some weird place just because of his smile
I want to save life
I want to feel safe
I want to feel loved
I want to grow old with someone
Not neccerly being with the same guy from the begining till the end
But not to be alone
They say that this is what fucked up in a mind of a kid who his parents got diveroced
We dont believe in love
But its not true
I do believe in love
But i don't think it has to be with only one guy my intaire life
I dont want to sadel about a guy i dont love for any reason
I want to be a mom
I want to have a lot of children
I want to adopt a black kid and give him the best life he could ever have
I want to see the world get cleaned from racisem and hatred
I want the world to be a better place for my kids
I dont ever wanna bury a child...