My keyboard got stuck .. So I'm writing in English- yay !

I seriously need to go outside .. Like, NOW , but I just don't wanna go alone ... I  just wanna sit on a bench, look at the view, breath fresh air, and LAUGH. 

But I have no one to do it with. Sad isn't it ? Oh, and the only person I can actually think of is Nadav. I wanna kill myself just for being so pathetic right now. I love him I love him I love him. I really do ... I don't just feel "something'" it's greater than that. 

And I can't even write like a normal humanbeing because my keyboard is an idiot. 

This is just the best day ever ! 

Bye bye world,

Mrs. Linton xx

Oh, sorry if I have spelling mistakes or anything, English is a bit of a problem for me ..