Amour Et & Psyche

It doesn't make sense
and it seems so awkward
so misplaced  

It doesn't feel right
and I'm very understanding & supportive
but for how long can we pretend?

I'm not lying - I feel like you don't give a damn
and I know it's not supposed to be like this
there has to be more than this
You have to FEEL IT!
The special thing! that unique little thing, and if you don't
its such a waste of time seriously

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I just needed a hug
that's all
I swear