Damn when i have the chance to feel good for once..

the nithmares donsent go away, they even come to real once..

feel stuck in nowhere, hard to breath like in my dream,loosing all,

dont give a shit, tried, dont care of the world but in the mean time i do and i want to cry all

the time.. i cant get off what i feel, my nightmares are huanting me and seems that no one care...

who i want to care is give a shit on me for i worng one time,i cant sleep, i eat lot cuz this is my cunfered, but meantime

i want to loos wight but its hard...

i want to make sport but im tired, im tired of this feeling that i have, from  the army, from evertone..

in the end , i go back to the same fucking place,

the darknees, when is no one there and im all alone.. i want to break free, i want to fly awya,

i want to getaway, i want to run away but im all alone and i dont have a place to run away to..

anyway, still im trying to keep things up, cuz i cant give up on my life..

i know that they gonna chnge someday..

the question is when?????

feeling lost in the darknees and there is no one to save me..