Special ;)

We need to talk.
I'm crying while writing this, though these are not tears of joy, nor of love.
These are tears of ache, acknowledging I have hurt you in the deepest part I could have.
I betrayed you, and didn't mean didn't want it.
But there is no excuse to what has happen, what I have done.
I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry it happened. And not for me, not for us, but because I betrayed your trust and I wasn't loyal. And you don't deserve that, you deserve so much better than this.
I don't know what else to say. I don't have the right to say anymore than this.