.Yesterday, I found your picture in my wallet

Suddenly I got a flashback with memories with you 

.Your laugh was always there with your smiling eyes

 Than tears started to come up in my eyes and my boyfriend asked me what's wrong and I said "just missing a

."friend

.I miss you, you don't even know how much

 .I miss your gold glowing hair that comes down on your shoulders

 .I miss your perfect lips that I didn't had the courage to kiss beneath your cut little nose

.I miss that days we used to just sit together or with people and hang out

 .I miss your presence

 .I miss your hugs

!You're my fucking best friend

.After 2 years I realized I fucking love you

.I deny

 .it's not realistic anyway

.my belly ache when i see your pictures