I thought what I have was better than everyone else's....
things are not clear right now, or was at the last period of time.
its not the first time that I'm getting tired of this, I've had the same feeling before I left Israel,
havent felt like this since then, being in the usa was so refreshing, purifying
guess you couldnt say that, I wish i could turn back the wheel, to feel everything again...
even though it wasnt that perfect, I've had my bad times there, but it wasnt that bad if you compare it to this emptiness

I hope time will make things better, and that you'll come and sweep me off my feet,
today I've learned that no matter who you are, where you came from, what is your mother tounge,
we are all going the same way, and we all gonna end up in the same place. one feet under.

destroy it all, dont leave anything or anyone,
innocent girl who knows nothing, but with big power to hurt and make us suffer.
Pulling my hair doesnt make me look like some maniac to her,
and that thing that she does, doesnt look weird or strange of the ordinary to me,
even though the mind tells me that it isnt that NORMAL. what the fuck is that eh?
who wants that anyway, like being in a cage.

her smile makes me happy, the hole between her white teeth,
the whole craft of love is so special and even that doesnt seem to help her nor me
but I dont care, her mercenary pulled out everything from me, from my mind,
everything is just BLANK. blank blank blank, just a big echo, talking about misery.

maybe I'm just too bipolar, maybe i need that balance more than anything right now,
hope too.

I hope to find my destiny through her disaster, and mine.