So that's what's going on.
This horrible situation.
I wish I could think of anything else.
But I can't even force myself
to eat,
to sleep,
to be.
I can't believe such evil people actually exist.
Can't believe I haven't murdered them.
Only one person has the right to make me feel like that.
There's no point to living without him here.
I can't even make myself happy about other things.
I can't force myself to stop imagine. how tragic it would be
when I die.
This blackness can't go on forever,
I just don't have the guts to pull the triger.
I'm losing it. losing myself.
I can't believe I lost him.
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