I pretend, as if I'm THAT kind of girl,
and they're all eating the same crap again and again.
I'm frightened. I don't even know what I need to be,
or wheter I can seize the chance for getting a little bit more time.
Because I'm so sick of these thoughts, I'm so sick of myself.
For trying to soothe myself, in vain.
They really think, that they're just going to tell me that it's wrong,
and I'll give up.
why do you think you even know me?
I know I need to intend the.. plan.
I am NOT going to lie,
I am NOT going to stay here,
I am NOT going to waste it all,
so I need a plan.
They really know how to throw people off balance, aren't they?
Then I think.. that maybe I shouldn't WILL me that kind of future.
not the big think, but the 3rd ticket. maybe I can handle with a proper one,
so that I'll be able to put myself out of that mind.
דברים זזים כל כך מהר, ואני כבר קדימה. מחכה.
אני הולכת לעמוד על זה. עד שישקע ויפול. ואני לא.
אנשים.. לא יקבעו את העתיד, ולא יציעו. גם אם אני ביקשתי.
הם כל כך לא מבינים.. שהכל כמעט כבר מוכן.
והעיוורות הזו, שמסמאת את עיניהם בצורה מחרידה, היא זו שתפגע בהם הכי קשה, כשאעזוב.
ומאיפה הביטחון הזה? שאשאר?
I shouldn't be mad at anyone, but I don't know why I'm so furious.
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