I just closed my eyes and swung

I sat up in my bed,

Sweating from the nightmare I just had.

It's cold both outside and in my soul.

Days go by,

I only wants something stable in my life,

Though well I know

It won't come.

I used to be an optimistic,

Sure that things will be alright.

The person I valued most told me that.

She held me close and warmed my cold body.

But in the end, 

Her close hold was suffocating,

Her warm touch burned my chest.

I was left alone to bleed.

I kept walking in the universe,

Searching for her well-known touch.

But it was only when I stopped looking,

That I realized what I really wanted.

Those hands,

Your embrace,

Your words,

But mostly just the feeling I get when I'm around you.

Thank you.

I never imagined anyone making me feel again.

Not truly.

You are now the single most important thing to me.

It was a long way to go

But I made it here.

My heart's beating just one more time for you tonight.

I miss you baby.