אלוהים, והוא עוד מעיז לקרוא לעצמו אבא שלי...
קיבינימאט, אתה לא יודע עלי כלום אז תפסיק כבר לשפוט אותי.
מה יוצא לך מזה? מה יוצא לך מלריב איתי כל יום?....
פאק, אתה אפילו לא מכיר אותי.
קדימה, תנסה להיזכר מתי בפעם האחרונה דיברנו כמו בני משפחה... לא מצליח? זה בסדר, כי גם אני לא.
אתה לא מבין שאני פשוט כבר סופרת את הימים עד שאני אעזוב את הבית הזה כדי לא לראות אותך יותר.

תעזוב אותי כבר, כי נמאס לי!

If only I could turn back time… there are so many things that I would change. And I’m not saying it because of a fucking grade, but because of something bigger. And no, it is not about her but about my life in general. If I could change the past I wouldn’t even move here. Yes, I have met friends and everything, but since I had moves here my life had fucked up completely. No, it’s not that, my life had fucked up even before I got here.
If I could change the past, I wouldn’t be born at all.

Everything is pretty crappy for me, but it is nothing that a good film and a big cup of coffee can’t undo…
So excuse me; I’m going to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix and drown myself in caffeine, thank you very much.
Hope that you feel better than I am.
Chao

Eternal the kiss I breath
Siphon your blood to me
Feel my wounds of your god
Forever rape mortality
I smell of death
I reek of hate
I will live forever
Lost child pay the dead
Bleeding screams of silence
In my veins your eternity

I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth

First breath born come alive learn to kill
Bloodfest awaits to feed your hunger
Dark side has no rival test your faith in blood
Night hides the hunting packs a feeding frenzy

I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth

I am the first not the last
Condemned by a single kiss
Betrayed eternally I'll rip inside your soul
Contaminating the world
Defying god and son
Black heart that brings your death
Living in infamy

Drink the flesh of life itself
Prepare to reign a thousand years

I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth

Blame god chosen children
As you die I'm immortal
Faithless no religion
Stalking prey is my confession
Captive blood enslavement
Pain and hunger drives your madness
Drink flesh life itself
Prepare to reign a thousand years