You are always trying to keep it real

I want you to sleep next to me
I want you to be there when I open my eyes
I want you to kiss my forehead
I want you to play with my fingers
I want you to put your arms around me
I want you to tell me you've missed me
I want you to touch my face and smell my hair
I want you to hug me from the behind
again.
I want you to stop this tears from streaming in such a painful way