how many times have you done something that you don't want to do, telling yourself that this is what is expected from you?
"oh well, it's just for a little while, just until I get rich/famous/outta his place/etc."
and what if you wouldn't do what you were told?
would society notice your defection like a rancid slob of meat in the supermarket? would they look at you different? would they dispose of you? would you be alone?
the answer to all of these is probably yes.
the only people who really do all that they want are crazy people, and they are put into mental institutions, where they are well sedated until their free will is all gone.
I am still going with the flow, spontanious as I am trying to be, because I am afraid of being alone.
I wish to dispose of my old habits, I wonder how and where to start and am I just crazy or am I right?
I think I'm a genious, but I'm probably just crazy.
I'm not going to change the world anyway.
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