Day cycle
"אין לו אויב אחד בעולם כולו, אבל כל החברים שלו שונאים אותו" |
| 4/2009
Doubleminded terror
Wake up.Wake up..Wake up...Hello again. NO NO NOOops, don't forget to put on your dress. My dress?Oh, your face is a mess. My face?Wash it. How?Water. You have done this before. But I was me before!Sssh.Yes, Master.It has been a long time now. It has.Other cheek. Wash what you drew. Alright.Downstairs. Are those toes?Good morning to mother. "Good morning mom!" ...Is she my mother?She suspects you are not well. Speak. "Yes, pancakes are tasty, and no I will not go to city until I have done my chores. I love you mom" ...She is my mother but I am not her daughter anymore Her back is turned... Please no! I love her!...your flesh is not that of a weak child anymore... She is my mother!. ..If you decided to tear her eyes out, you could. NO NO NO !NO!Sssh. Yes, Master.Good. Lick your fingers. Taste it. Yes. Another hand too.We leave before your father comes home. Yes, Master...Towards the Cathedral. Up the stairs. There is Miss Lorena! I know her! HELP ME LORENA!Nothing will help you. Smile and nod a greeting. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME? BY THE LIGHT I AM STILL INSIDE! HELP ME! I hate you leave me let me out I hate you leave me let me out...Stupid girl. Do my work and you will gain what was yours. Please not again!Do my work and you will gain what was yours. You have said so many times before!This time I do not lie. Promise?I promise.You have promised before.I know.Him. He will do. Approach him.We aren't going to library? We always go to library.Not today. Speak."Excuse me sir"He sees through you, he sees me he! He is a priest and he sees me! HELP ME SIR HELP ME!Speak.Lie.Grandfather."It
pains me to trouble such a holy man, but I was wondering if you could
take me to the grave of my grandfather. I have been there many times
but always  I fear I get lost. Crypts are so vast. Yes. Thank you"Wait. What are you going to do?!Wait. Run away! Run away priest it is terror run away it is terror... It is almost time.I
did not lie. I will leave you today. You are not a good vessel. Time
has passed. Still I must tell you how to wash yourself. You are not a
good vessel. What?Please don't go. I will be a good
girl. I will not scream inside me anymore. You can have what's left.
There is not much of me. Please don't goSssh. Yes, Master.Lean closer to him. Open your mouth. Imagine a door inside you.Good. Now open the door.Good bye, Kessendra
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