Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me?
[Evanescence - Lithium]
למה תמיד בימים כאלה אני חייבת להישאר לבד?!
נמאס לי.. למרות שבסוף נראה שהכול הסתדר אני רוצה מישהו להיות איתו היום ;[
Do you know what it's like
To see everyone else smiling
Do you know what it's like
To be part of their happiness
With a hollow feeling in your heart?
When everything is on the opposite why [from what you wanted]
To feel alone, to be alone
To see that nobody is listening
Now I'm on my own, all alone
To see that no one is really there for me
To see that no one seems to care
and everything is not ok
To be left outside
To feel like no one will come
To need some close, but still left alone
יצא זוועה.. וזה עוד לאחר צינזור..
ולסיום סתם כי אני מכורה...
Muscle Museum
She had something to confess to
But you don’t have the time so
Look the other way
You will wait until it's over
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too little much too late
Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own
I have played in every toilet
But you still want to spoil it
To prove I’ve made a big mistake
Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world
Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own
I’ll do it on my own
מחר אני אעדכן על מה יצא מהערב הזה בסוף
נ.ב - רותי אני מתה עלייך!