you don't have to even bother reading this one...
it's just that i have to write it...
so it's true.
everything was already written before by a very thematic author that wants you to wonder whether the prophecy was real ore became real since you feared it so much and tried to avoid ore ignore it.
when i was 14 (i think) this girl i went to school with did a tarot reading for me.
at that time i had no friends and i was mostly mocked by other people.
(i was very surprised to find out she even had tarot, she didn't look like the type i guess would never remember she existed if it wasn't for that)
she told me two things that i'll never forget both seemed to be very unlikely but still scared me the most.
first thing she told me was that i'm going to have a lot of children and that i'm going to give them everything i have, that my life will revolve around them.
the second thing was that i would be very respected and appreciated by many many people, always surrounded and contacted.
but never loved.
every time i have a real urge to kill myself this reading comes to mind.
i guess i do now
but i'm a big girl, it'll pass...
someone hurt me badly today, one of my far away children whom i love...
i guess in a way he appreciates me, maybe, i don't know, i guess i will never know.
i guess i never deserved to be loved.
i guess i want to much....
there is a black hole there and a volcano too, erupting and inhaling at the same time.
all the best.
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