The Roof of My Life - Loneliness and Cry

falling apart

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Wed, 07 Apr 2010 18:57:00 +0200

falling apart fuck ! i know that from your point of view i'm young and inexperienced but you're wrong!i actually have a lot of smart and right things to saythough i have difficulties in expressing myself in Russian and in Hebrew and i just want you as my family and friends to listen and take to heart only the fact that for once you'd listen to what i have to say would make me feel much more wanted and loved in this familycan't you just understand that some times i do actually have some thing to sayand the family is important for me also????all i need is for you to actually listen! i know that we have problems with money and all but still it's not a reason to do that!for FUCKS SAKE!@!!@#

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vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:21:00 +0200

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a few days ago...

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:44:00 +0200

Im standing alone on the roof of that buildingSmoking another cigarette...Looking at the package -half empty-The taste of it makes me feel sick but i continue on breathing in the poisonI breathe in, breathe out, remembering the pain from that long time ago...Hurting i breathe in and feel the warm salty tear rolling down my cheek"I may not come here again" i say to myself and think -LIAR-out finished swiped awayemptiness darkness nothingangry happy crying laughingyou don't understand me reallyim different from youim different from himsimilar but not the sameangry again tearful eyesand yet again you won't listen...you don't care what i sayyou think you are the only right thing around hereyou compare me to otherspeople you shouldn't care aboutyou seek the bad in meyou are blind to the goodselfishly caring about yourselfim hurt .... im sick of it ...im...DONE��

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 13:30:00 +0200

I've heard there was a secret chordThat David played, and it pleased the LordBut you don't really care for music, do you?It goes like thisThe fourth, the fifthThe minor fall, the major liftThe baffled king composing HallelujahHallelujahHallelujahHallelujahHallelujahYour faith was strong but you needed proofYou saw her bathing on the roofHer beauty and the moonlight overthrew youShe tied youTo a kitchen chairShe broke your throne, and she cut your hairAnd from your lips

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 12:55:00 +0200

Dancing where the stars go blueDancing where the evening fellDancing in your wooden shoesIn a wedding gownDancing our on seventh streetDancing thru the undergroundDancing little marionette?Are you happy now?Where do you go when you're lonely?Where do you go when you're blue?Where do you go when you're lonelyI'll follow youWhen the stars go blueLaughing with your pretty mouthLaughing with your broken eyesLaughing with your lovers loungeIn a lullaby?Where do you go when you're lonely?Where do you go when you're blue?Where do you go when you're lonelyI'll follow youWhen the stars go blue

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 04:46:00 +0200

Addict!TouchSmellVoiceSensation!!!ARG!

Cry

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 12:41:00 +0200

So I cryAnd nobody hears me, I cryIt`s my only solution, I cryThrough all this confusion I cryWith all of my heart, I cry

PIXXX!!

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 16:29:00 +0200

well today i thought hmm.... why not? =Dammm... thats all =D

Followed

vika159753@hotmail.com (Lonesome and Crying) — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 01:46:00 +0200

Did you ever had that feeling.... like someone is following you?Like when you're all alone in the room and you feel eyes watching you're every move?Well i have it.... and man! That feeling won't leave me even in the shower! >O< (LOL)Well yea i know curiosity ..... BUT NOT IN THE SHOWER WOLD YOU? >=OOK i admit that it gave me something to write about but.... AHAMM.....So here your Muse:Oh here you are againwatching me from the shadowslearning my every stepmy every fallmy every laughmy every crySearching for more weak points to step onlooking for the one that hurts the mostAnalyzing me from top to toeYou make me feel like in a trapAs a Lion hunting down the LambAwaiting in the dark

The Roof of My Life - Loneliness and Cry

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