cotton candy

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 15:04:00 +0200

Hello readers (well.. not so sure who the hell reads here but anyway) Ididn't writefora long time now because everything is going ok..... even though my life is not what I expected I still feel like I've got it under control hope it'll stay that way. It's now Rosh Hashanah and I just want to congradulate you - have a blessed year full of surprises and joy and nothing but happines I also congradulate myself and my house, Canadaand Israel amen.

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nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 20:21:00 +0200

I am16 what's so sweet about that?! umm so I didn't do anything, I didn't feel like it at all so I cried most of the time... and my parents insisted on taking me to the movies and thenfor ice cream now, do I really need a reminder for being alive? it's not like I'm very happy about it have a nice day

I'm going back to 505

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 23:09:00 +0200

oh no. my birthday is coming soon and I don't know what the hell to do with it. party is the last thing I want right now I'm on the way down... all I see is a great neverending fall... like a black hole. I'll never get out.it's scary I wanna come alive again.

the show must go on

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 18:15:00 +0200

Ooooh, Ma, Oooh PaMust the show go on?Ooooh, Pa. Take me home, Take me home, Take me homeOoooh, Ma. Let me go, Let me go, Let me goThere must be some mistakeI didnt mean to let them Take away my soul.Am I too old, is it too late?Ooooh, Ma, Oooh PaWhere's the feeling gone?Ooooh, Ma, Oooh PaWill I remember the songs?Oooooh, waahThe show must go on

what if 2

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 19:40:00 +0200

umm.. so I had a rough timebut I don't complain I think There's someone back at school I really really like, his name is Dave and he has the coolest band! a RockN'Roll band, and he's staring atme a lot, then I look back.. then he smiles and so do I It's nice, especially after Charley, whata sonuvabitch he was!he's the first one I've ever had sex with. But I'm over him, we were togetherlast year and it ended very fast So now I'm glad but only for now. yours- Liz

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:04:00 +0200

I'm better now.. and only for now One day, I'll wake up and realize- this is not what I want, beingin Toronto suffer live each day like it's the worst I've already stoped painting just because "I'm not in the damn mood great Life is a bitch and then you die

wich way I'm facing?

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Thu, 21 May 2009 19:21:00 +0200

Well.My parents supposed to meet my shrink today, woohoo fun fun fun! My sonuvabitch of a teacher made me so mad today, I wanted to die when she moved me to the front of my class so I could "Pay attention" yeah right! as if I'm coming to school any way "How can I go forward, when I don't know wich way I'm facing? -Jon Lennon

Home.

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Fri, 15 May 2009 21:55:00 +0200

I was thinking... taking a nice questionnaire or something, to get my mind off some things but.. I don't feel like it at all. So as I usually do- here's a song explaining my situation (only from one angle) .. maybe you'll understand. -Otir thank you, you made me think (: I�ll be coming homeJust to be aloneCause I know you�re not thereAnd I know that you don�t careI can hardly wait to leave this placeNo matter how hard I tryYou�re never satisfiedThis is not a homeI think I�m better off aloneYou always disappearEven when you�re hereThis is not my homeI think I�m better off alone Home, home, this house is not aHome, home, this house is not a homeBy the time you come homeI�m already stonedYou turn off the TVAnd you scream at meI can hardly waitTill you get off my caseNo matter how hard I tryYou�re never satisfiedThis is not a homeI think I�m better off aloneYou always disappearEven when you�re hereThis is not my homeI think I�m better off alone Home, home, this house is no

stay.

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Mon, 11 May 2009 20:16:00 +0200

Bad mood, so here's a great song , have fun ***** If I build a wall a hundred feet tall Would that keep you in? If I shackled your feet So you couldn't leave Would you try and run? If I promise not to fight At least not tonight Would you stay the night? If I wore that little dress You like the best Would you pass my test? Would you stay? Would you stay with me? If I poured another drink What would you think About staying in? If I was sincere And whispered my fears Would you still be here? Would you stay? Would you stay with me? Would you stay? Would you stay with me? If I build a wall A hundred feet tall Would that keep you in? Never gonna make it. -Liz

oh look what you've done

nobody@israblog.co.il (l-e) — Tue, 05 May 2009 19:24:00 +0200

Oh look what you've done you made a fool of everyone Oh it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won