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gay_hardc0re@hotmail.com (.LAZARUS) — Mon, 24 Nov 2008 19:21:00 +0200

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gay_hardc0re@hotmail.com (.LAZARUS) — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 19:41:00 +0200

I'm still bored, Alex should be here in about two hours and till then I'm just waiting and letting my ears bleed..you know you love it (=

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gay_hardc0re@hotmail.com (.LAZARUS) — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 19:56:00 +0200

I'm listening to some nice shit, a band called AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK, check 'em out.. I MISS MY BBY. god, I feel so SO so pathetic. I can't believe how low I am.. I actually am humiliating myself in front of her in any kind of form :(crawls to my nasty dark cornerSERIOUSLY THO. I hope I'm not stressing her out, I came to a conclusion that shes starting to avoid me. not sure about it, but its just a feeling I have. somewhat..shes not online at the moment. we talked an hour ago, she sounded a bit distant, she said it was nothing, I haven't asked for a reason either.. it was a short call.oh I'm bored as fuck. will someone talk with me on myspace?.. cause if not I'll go drown myself with some anime and beer.

Good morning

gay_hardc0re@hotmail.com (.LAZARUS) — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 15:14:00 +0200

its like, around 3 PM and I just woke up. I have the day off, but I wanted to talk with my love ^^ so just when I finally slept, I had to wake up!@# erryou can tell that I'm half dead and half asleep. zombie much..now my babe should be online, she promised she'll be on msn by now, so I'm still waiting.. about the holidays, thank goodness that they're finally OVER. I hate it. I don't get along with my family anyway, that's the reason I'm living with two roomates, but thats another story, which is too private.. too long.. for now. I've done some mistakes, and paying them at the moment. however, I still feel the duty of seeing them once in a while, I can't explain why tho. I do miss my brother ^^ hes 17, and way too much spoiled, by ME.I swear, if he wasn't there to amuse me, I'd probably faint out of too much hypocrisy the wine would help it too. this family is fucked up, yes yes YES. thank you god for alcohol.I think I'm the only blogger here that updates this kind of crap, huh

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gay_hardc0re@hotmail.com (.LAZARUS) — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 00:11:00 +0200

So yeah, I know I'm going to regret it, but what the hack.. right now I ain't giving a shit.I'm Yul. I, actually, don't care that it might annoy some viewers, the fact that I'm writing in english. fuck off, my keyboard is a complete mess. oh, and forgive me for not liking too much the hebrew language anyway.. ^^like I mentioned earlier.. I'm not that kind of a person to open a journal HERE. on ISRABLOG. I used my MySpace journal pretty much alot, but somehow I got hacked T_T I guess I should have made it private.. so annoying, now I have to open up a new account during to some assholes.I hate the fact that I'm so fucking far away from my love. we had a great time in the summer vacation.. had some crazy stuff done together. two months made of perfection. gosh, I miss her badly. it was the weirdest thing ever, how we ended up meeting each other. we started talking on MySpace (myspace lover here, sue me!) and one thing led to another.. I found out that we have much interests in common. we