Odyssey

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 08:40:00 +0200

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nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Tue, 10 Feb 2009 13:45:00 +0200

It's been a long cold winter without youI've been crying on the inside over youJust slipped through my fingers as life turned awayIt's been a long cold winter since that dayIt's hard to findHard to findHard to find the strength now but I tryAnd I don't want toDon't want toDon't want to go on and speak nowOf what's gone byCos no matter what I sayNo matter what I doI cant change what happenedNo matter what I sayNo matter what I doI cant change what happenedYou just slipped through my fingersAnd I feel so ashamedYou just slipped through my fingersAnd I have paidCos no matter what I sayNo matter what I doI cant change what happenedNo matter what I sayNo matter what I doI cant change what happenedNo no I can't changeJust slipped through my fingersAnd I feel so ashamedYou just slipped through my fingersAnd I have paid. �� ?

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Sun, 18 Jan 2009 00:07:00 +0200

I met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soulEverytime they'd break her and pay, tear out her heart and leave her in painI never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept insideI never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face and the scratches she'd hide You could love her if you paid, you could have her everydayYou could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way Down on her knees she wept on the floor, this hopeless life she wanted no moreDead in her mind and cold to the bone, she opened her eyes and saw she was aloneShe never found out how much I tried, all of the sadness she kept made me blindShe never found out how much I cried, the rope so tight on the night that she died �� .. �� .

old but more vivid than ever.

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Tue, 30 Dec 2008 17:47:00 +0200

your death defines my lifeas it paralizes itand i only move with my eyeswide open , meets the dirtburning,my soul is shut downits the biggest void i've ever felt.

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:15:00 +0200

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everything that had been in the darkness meets the light

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 14:34:00 +0200

after many candles. everything i've been hiding slowly gets out. though we have all known everything a long time ago. and we keep pretending so we don't deal with it. and i'm sick of trying to improve all that's worthless, all. and i'm sick hearing you crying praying to save it all. though you know it is NOTHING.

~

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Sun, 21 Dec 2008 00:37:00 +0200

Let's go down, down, low downWhere I know I should not goOh and she thinks she's the oneBut she's just one in 24And just 'cause everybody's doin' itDoes that mean that I can, too?Lady, where has your love gone?It was the anti-septic to the soreTo hold you by the handMust be first, be in demandHow he longs for you to long for him once moreJust once more

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 22:40:00 +0200

Have you heard what she's been doing?Never did it for meHe picks her up at the school gatesAt twenty past threeShe's been with all the boysBut never went very farShe wagged English and ScienceJust to go in his car

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:45:00 +0200

No one believed her. Then, one morning, she left a message on my answerphone, saying goodbye, and she gassed herself. I listened to that message several times: I had never heard her sound so calm, so resigned to her fate. She said she was neither happy nor unhappy, and that was why she couldn't go on.

A new beginning,

nobody@israblog.co.il (Adrasteia) — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 00:26:00 +0200

�� . �� (�� - �� ) �� . Over the hills, lies a new beginningOver the hillsOver the hills, there is a way I know itOver the hillsWhen I go down it's you who'll bleedI'm not scared to die, as long as I'm with youYou are the other half of meOver the hills, lies a new beginningOver the hillsOver the hills, there's a way I know itOver the hills - I dedicate it to the only person that made me stay here. I love you.